正文 第九章 我有一個夢想（一） 文 / 花心風流
隨著我深情的解釋完畢，全班的同學都傻了，班級裡很安靜，安靜的有點可怕，同學們都震撼了，這可比剛才的語文課上的震撼大的多……他們心中同時想到這傢伙還是人嗎？怎麼什麼都會啊？另外有很多的女生被我剛才的憂鬱的神情所深深的吸引，她們被我深深的所折服，以致她們都對我發出愛慕的信號。另外還有一些女生被我的神情，氣質所感染，她們的母性被我激發，她們都有種想安慰我一番的衝動。
時尚美女美女老師更是被我所深深的吸引，她發現在我翻譯是彷彿心中的什麼東西被觸動了。我當時那憂鬱的眼神，磁性的聲音，表情更是無助的，這些使她有種衝上來將我攬在懷中好好的呵護，分擔我心中的憂鬱的事情，甚至想將我所有的苦悶都負擔在自己的深上，時尚美女老師不明白是什麼事情讓一位本該充滿生機的高中生如此的頹廢。她對我產生了好奇，她要瞭解我，要將我從那種連她都覺得十分壓抑，讓人心碎的不快中拯救出來。
不言時尚美女老師現在是什麼心情，我現在很難受，難受的我想哭泣。因為我在剛才翻譯時想到了我的表姐，母親與其他親人，雖然我給了她們足夠的天材地寶，足夠她們衝破玄關達到神尊的境界，從此而擁有無盡的生命。但我還是十分的擔心，我不知道我的表姐有沒有因為我的突然消失而做出什麼出格的事，她有沒有因為我的消失而過度思念，會不會被嫁出去？哎，母親會不會過度的思念我而相思成疾？她們會不會有什麼意外，在多年後的今天我們還能不能相見，我好想念你們啊！當我們相見時你們還能不能認出我來？哎
由於我的對表姐，母親她們的思念，使得我給人的感覺更加的憂鬱，更加的充滿惆悵，更加的引人憐愛，更加的讓人心碎，以致有很多同學都不敢再看我，因為他們怕被我感染，他們怕控制不住自己。時尚美女老師更是如此，她甚至都要忍不住將我攬在懷裡。不過還好她控制力比較強，其實是我發現了現在同學們都被我感染了，很快我就從對表姐她們的思念中恢復出來，很好的控制了自己的感情，表情，從外表看似乎剛才的那人不是我。此時的我嘴角掛著壞壞的笑容，懶散的表情，憂鬱但又瀟灑的氣質給人的感覺很矛盾但在我的身上卻完美的糅合在一起而且感覺很和諧。
隨著我收斂心神，時尚美女老師也很快從我給她的那種感覺中擺脫出來。她似乎也發現了自己的失態，臉色微紅，惱怒的瞪了我一眼。我很無辜，很懷疑，時尚美女老師為什麼瞪我啊？而且我們的美女語文老師也愛這樣瞪人，不過那感覺給彷彿是暗送秋波。我可不認為時尚美女老師會給我暗送秋波，我肯定在哪裡得罪她了。不過我很懷疑，我哪裡得罪她了？不會是給美女語文老師報仇的吧？
時尚美女老師現在很不高興，雖然我剛才對她的震撼很大，但我竟然讓她在大庭廣眾之下出醜，她決定要報復我，於是看著我的眼神變了。我覺得時尚美女老師的眼神變了，變的有點陰沉，有點被毒蛇盯上的感覺。而且時尚美女老師的笑在別的學生那很誘人，很有殺傷力，但我怎麼覺得像死神的微笑。很快我的感覺便應驗了。時尚美女老師對我道：「葉星寒，一首莎士比亞的14行情詩不算什麼，現在你聽好了。」很快時尚美女老師就很有聲請的朗誦道：「ihaveadream
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